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Lauren - 2004-02-24 15:58:17
I know, no more tears. I don't know what came over me. I just got this knife twisting pain in my gut, and then I felt like I was going to puke. And then I got really, really sad. What sucks is that we talked like adults, and we decided we cannot be friends. He says he doesn't think we have alot to talk about anymore, but mainly because he doesn't want to get too attached to me again. So, not only am I pissy for whatever reason that he's seeing someone, but that now I can't even talk to him. I know, no more baby-like behavior. I cried over him enough. After I rip out John's heart, I'm going for a long walk - if it's not fucking snowing. Dumbass Ohio weather. Ok, and you weren't too harsh, you just care. And I thank you for that.
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dev - 2004-02-24 17:24:38
omg! i feel the same way about gay menz and convict sex! go figure!
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dev - 2004-02-24 19:21:37
convict sex...mmmm....god i want to go to prison!
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