All Of My Days Have Been Misspent
It's just self preservation
2004-08-05 & 10:31 p.m.
So I suppose y'all are wondering what the hell is going on......
I haven't been my usual chatty self for awhile now. The attention whore in me has been screaming for her supper but I just couldn't muster up any funny for these pages.
After two years of marriage and 6 years of being together, the husband and I are getting divorced. We still care about each other deeply and want to remain friends. We just grew apart. There are also some other factors that I am just not comfortable making public. Yeah I know...I am the girl who talked about her vibrator catching fire but seriously folks, this is actual real life that just isn't as fucking funny as me peeing my pants or my nipple falling off. You know? I can't talk about some things on this page and this is just one of them. I made some entries private and that is why you cannot access some of them. They contain the real feelings and the real story. I had to write about it and honestly, it is some good shit. But it is shit that I just can't share right now. Not with everyone I know....I am not prepared for it. I am not prepared for what could happen if people read my inner thoughts on this matter. I am fragile right now.
"I laughed as I said it
This is my situation
It's not pictures or privilege
It's just self preservation"
-Reunion by The Indigo Girls
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